Remember that day, long ago at the beach. And everything was exactly how it seemed. I was with you, with the waves kissing my feet, like I was a princess. The wind blew him away, and she was took away with the tide. And it was just me and you. On that day, with the skyline, looking just as it should. My eyes were wide. And you told me, that I am the whispering winds we are listening to right now. And I told you were the sky.
You took me to the old hotel. We walked through the hall way and watched the ghosts of lover's past. And I asked you if you loved me, and you said of course. And you held me close. And we watched the sunset from the roof top. The sun fell and the stars and the moon ruled the sky again. The moon vainly looked at it's self through my eyes. And I said I want to taste the stars. And you said you wanted to taste my lips. And you kissed me.
We found the hospital where I have spent many childhood days rotting in a bed. So empty and surreal. And we found the heart they took from me.
Do you still remember that day?
No?
Maybe it was just another dream I had, while I was lying alone and you were lying with her.
Or maybe it was just one of the million days you promised me.
Remember the night you cried on the phone about her, and how you loved me? And how I was making this easier for you. Remember the day I gave you up, because I didn't want anyone to get hurt. Well, this is what happens when you try to help.
Do you remeber that day, fucker?
Well do you?
She's happy.
You're happy.
I guess that's all that matters.
He hates me, and in your book, I'm just a big mistake, and a hushed secret. In his book, I'm a whore, shit, a bitch. In her book, I'm a good friend, and loyal. In her book, you her sweet lover, who never loved another.
I so want to tell.
But some secret are better off buried.
Sneaky boy and sweet girl.
Love lies, and so do I.
I hope you two are very happy together.














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